Little Lamb

 

Happy New Year's Day to all my wonderful crafty friends! xox

I hope this new year brings you all peace, love and a mountain of creative inspiration. I have had wonderful holidays and I am here to share my latest journal inspired by the icy cold winter and William Blake's poem 'Little Lamb'. 

I started with a lovely bundle of gorgeous fabrics from my crafty bestie, some things that I would never have bought myself, including several gold fancy trims. I found a piece of vintage midnight blue velvet and lots of cream lace and fabrics, and I love how this turned out. I happened to find a navy blue Indian shirt with gold embroidery, which looked perfect with the navy velvet, and I also found a small vintage pillow at an estate sale that was made with a silk blue and cream oriental pattern of a little garden scene. I used tiny swatches of this bright dainty fabric throughout the journal.

 

 

 

 

 

As I am daydreaming of my journal in the beginning stages, choosing fabrics and trims etc., I place a small dish on my desk where I start to collect little bits and bobs that I can add to as I go.....broken bits of colourful jewelry, vintage charms and pendants, old keys and buttons. I also save all the little scraps of lace and velvet and ribbon left over from my signatures to make a few collaged tags at the end of the project. 

 

 

Although I have already added many embellishments to this journal, I tried to leave a few spaces where I can go back and do some hand stitching and embroidery. It's something I desperately want to learn how to do.....there, I have my New Year's resolution. I love to create collage but with textiles, the next endeavour will be to take the time to learn how to embroider and add some tiny flowery details to the signatures.  I will tuck inside the back cover a small swatch with embroidery needles and thread so I can pick it up at any time to add some hand stitching.

 

 

 

I always try to include many secret pockets in my journals, to tuck away a few mementos and little bits of ephemera.....you can add hand written notes, letters from a friend, prayer cards, programs for services you attended, a few tea bags to perhaps enjoy the next time you pull out this journal, or some photographs of Christmas's long ago. Here I sewed a wide piece of lace to a backing of soft white cotton and it made two large see through pockets for some antique postcards. I always include strands of ribbons in the center of the two signatures to use as place markers that I decorate with little findings.

 

 

 

Towards December I start to listen to my favourite carols, and this alone is what really begins to make me feel the start of a Christmas mood. I mostly enjoy King's College Choir at Oxford singing the advent carol service, there are absolute gems of this service from the eighties that are on YouTube.

One carol I listen to above all is 'Little Lamb'. If I am busily crafting, I will completely stop and listen to every note of this enchanting piece, and it moves me deeply. 

I will include a link to go and have a listen, so you also can enjoy the quiet reflection of Christmas, the birth of our savior. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ClMUquOdDT4

The Lamb

Little Lamb who made thee 

         Dost thou know who made thee 

Gave thee life & bid thee feed. 

By the stream & o'er the mead;

Gave thee clothing of delight,

Softest clothing wooly bright;

Gave thee such a tender voice,

Making all the vales rejoice! 

         Little Lamb who made thee 

         Dost thou know who made thee 

         Little Lamb I'll tell thee,

         Little Lamb I'll tell thee!

He is called by thy name,

For he calls himself a Lamb: 

He is meek & he is mild, 

He became a little child: 

I a child & thou a lamb, 

We are called by his name.

         Little Lamb God bless thee. 

         Little Lamb God bless thee.

By William Blake

 

Thank you for looking, I hope I can share a little inspiration to gather the fabrics and and papers that you love and create a book of your own. There's nothing quite like the joy of capturing the spirit of the season in a journal. Something so pleasurable to hold and to cherish.

Love, Lisa xoxoxox

Rusted

 

 The last night of the ninth month of September, and I am here to share my latest journal made with some very grungy fabrics, laces and papers. I included a few pages from an old Edith Holden book. 

She writes that ' The Anglo-Saxons called this month 'gerst monath' - Barley month.'

'Rusted' 

 

I am so fortunate to live here in St. John's county, below Jacksonville, and above St. Augustine. There are so many charity shops, thrift stores and estate sales that I hit up every weekend, searching for the thrill of finding some torn, tattered fabrics for my journal obsession. The canvas for this cover was found one Saturday afternoon rooting around in an old barn. I came upon some old canvas bags that I think were used to transport coin between the banks - the other side says Federal Reserve -. I love this piece, I knew it would make a cool cover for a rusted journal. 

 I've made a tradition of creating a journal for myself every September where I can write my thoughts, plans, dreams, and challenge myself to try to tell my story using images, maps, pieces of book pages, antique magazine ads, illustrations....and all of the most textures papers I can find. 

So dying with rusted metal and dark tea seems to be everywhere these days, what beautiful warm colours are achieved by simply combining neutral linens, cottons and canvas, with a few very rusty pieces of metal and plain white vinegar. Roll it all up leave to dry in the sun and the results are magical. There are a lot of tutorials out there if you'd like to try your hand. Very easy to do and I've made several batches now, and I was quite surprised at how well they turned out. I love the different patterns on the cloth and the deep rich ochre colour, seems so right for a cozy fall journal. I will definitely be making more with these dyed fabrics. 

This journal took me so many hours to complete. There are so many steps along the way, first I create a batch of collaged, torn, ripped and dyed papers, then I organize them into signatures, lastly I spend hours adding bits of textiles; faded sheer blue from a vintage handkerchief, bits of antique striped silk, and trims from any type of antique ladies clothing. I have been collecting a lot of hand crocheted trim and doilies, I can't get enough of them. It all comes together in a decayed, worn, stitched and collaged journal that I can capture my mood in the long waited for autumn.

The collage I made for my back cover...torn, rust-dyed swirls of fibers echo the the colours of the autumn leaves changing from greens to fiery golds and toffee browns.

Thank you for visiting, take care,

Lisa xoxox

Book of Shadows

 

Hello dear readers, I am back to share this journal that began while finishing my previous winter white journal. Although my winter journal was about hope and redemption, my mind turned to wondering what happens when there is no prince on the horizon, the most blackest of nights fall upon us and we are surrounded by darkness?

      

'I am half sick of shadows......'

 

My last journal was inspired by the Rossetti's, which lead me to a poet and a painting that has been a part of my life since I was a girl. I remember I had a large print of 'The Lady of Shalott' by Waterhouse hanging on my wall as a teenager. The colourful tragic scene is intriguing to all young girls on the verge of womanhood, but the mournful and haunted expression on Lady Shalott's face is captivating, as her impending doom seems to be drawing near. 

So I began to explore the archetype of the fallen woman, and the awful tragedy of some unfortunate Victorian women caught between being lauded as an unending source of magnificent beauty, or the doomed damsel who finds that the love and protection she craves is lost, and therefore she has no place in the world.

 I was very inspired by 'crazy quilts, a unique Victorian era type of hand sewn quilt that used up precious left over bits of any type of fabric, in an effort to not be wasteful. As the scraps were always of varied shapes and sizes, the quilts appear to have very random designs. My front and back cover started with a base of flocked velvet from an antique Victorian bodice, and then layered over with pieces of a beautiful black and floral embroidery that I found at an estate sale. The threads used were stunning in their colours and textures. Here is a link to learn more about crazy quilts. https://dustyoldthing.com/crazy-quilt-history/

 

I found a lovely antique volume of Lord Alfred Tennyson's poems and the book was so old it was falling apart, so after spending a few days with it, I began to us some of the pages in my collages and my signatures. Being an admirer of all things Victorian, of course I love the unabashed romanticism of Tennyson's work, as he took great inspiration from English history's most cherished Arthurian legends and classical texts. His poem 'Lady of Shalott' inspired the men of the PreRaphaelite Brotherhood movement, and many members painted their own version of this tale.

 

'Beata Beatrix' by Dante Rossetti, the model is his lover, wife and muse, Lizzie Sidal. The symbolism of the poppy and the dove are so moving as Lizzie died after an overdose of laudanum. It is thought she fell into a deep depression after suffering a miscarriage. Lizzie was the muse for many of the most famous Victorian paintings including 'Ophelia' by John Everett Millais.

 

 

 

 

The Lady of Shalott 

Part I

On either side the river lie

Long fields of barley and of rye,

That clothe the wold and meet the sky;

And thro' the field the road runs by

       To many-tower'd Camelot;

The yellow-leaved waterlily

The green-sheathed daffodilly

Tremble in the water chilly

       Round about Shalott.

Willows whiten, aspens shiver.

The sunbeam showers break and quiver

In the stream that runneth ever

By the island in the river

       Flowing down to Camelot.

Four gray walls, and four gray towers

Overlook a space of flowers,

And the silent isle imbowers

       The Lady of Shalott.

Underneath the bearded barley,

The reaper, reaping late and early,

Hears her ever chanting cheerly,

Like an angel, singing clearly,

       O'er the stream of Camelot.

Piling the sheaves in furrows airy,

Beneath the moon, the reaper weary

Listening whispers, ' 'Tis the fairy,

       Lady of Shalott.'

The little isle is all inrail'd

With a rose-fence, and overtrail'd

With roses: by the marge unhail'd

The shallop flitteth silken sail'd,

       Skimming down to Camelot.

A pearl garland winds her head:

She leaneth on a velvet bed,

Full royally apparelled,

       The Lady of Shalott.

Part II

No time hath she to sport and play:

A charmed web she weaves alway.

A curse is on her, if she stay

Her weaving, either night or day,

       To look down to Camelot.

She knows not what the curse may be;

Therefore she weaveth steadily,

Therefore no other care hath she,

       The Lady of Shalott.

She lives with little joy or fear.

Over the water, running near,

The sheepbell tinkles in her ear.

Before her hangs a mirror clear,

       Reflecting tower'd Camelot.

And as the mazy web she whirls,

She sees the surly village churls,

And the red cloaks of market girls

       Pass onward from Shalott.

Sometimes a troop of damsels glad,

An abbot on an ambling pad,

Sometimes a curly shepherd lad,

Or long-hair'd page in crimson clad,

       Goes by to tower'd Camelot:

And sometimes thro' the mirror blue

The knights come riding two and two:

She hath no loyal knight and true,

       The Lady of Shalott.

But in her web she still delights

To weave the mirror's magic sights,

For often thro' the silent nights

A funeral, with plumes and lights

       And music, came from Camelot:

Or when the moon was overhead

Came two young lovers lately wed;

'I am half sick of shadows,' said

       The Lady of Shalott.

Part III

A bow-shot from her bower-eaves,

He rode between the barley-sheaves,

The sun came dazzling thro' the leaves,

And flam'd upon the brazen greaves

       Of bold Sir Lancelot.

A red-cross knight for ever kneel'd

To a lady in his shield,

That sparkled on the yellow field,

       Beside remote Shalott.

The gemmy bridle glitter'd free,

Like to some branch of stars we see

Hung in the golden Galaxy.

The bridle bells rang merrily

       As he rode down from Camelot:

And from his blazon'd baldric slung

A mighty silver bugle hung,

And as he rode his armour rung,

       Beside remote Shalott.

All in the blue unclouded weather

Thick-jewell'd shone the saddle-leather,

The helmet and the helmet-feather

Burn'd like one burning flame together,

       As he rode down from Camelot.

As often thro' the purple night,

Below the starry clusters bright,

Some bearded meteor, trailing light,

       Moves over green Shalott.

His broad clear brow in sunlight glow'd;

On burnish'd hooves his war-horse trode;

From underneath his helmet flow'd

His coal-black curls as on he rode,

       As he rode down from Camelot.

From the bank and from the river

He flash'd into the crystal mirror,

'Tirra lirra, tirra lirra:'

       Sang Sir Lancelot.

She left the web, she left the loom

She made three paces thro' the room

She saw the water-flower bloom,

She saw the helmet and the plume,

       She look'd down to Camelot.

Out flew the web and floated wide;

The mirror crack'd from side to side;

'The curse is come upon me,' cried

       The Lady of Shalott.

Part IV

In the stormy east-wind straining,

The pale yellow woods were waning,

The broad stream in his banks complaining,

Heavily the low sky raining

       Over tower'd Camelot;

Outside the isle a shallow boat

Beneath a willow lay afloat,

Below the carven stern she wrote,

       The Lady of Shalott.

A cloudwhite crown of pearl she dight,

All raimented in snowy white

That loosely flew (her zone in sight

Clasp'd with one blinding diamond bright)

       Her wide eyes fix'd on Camelot,

Though the squally east-wind keenly

Blew, with folded arms serenely

By the water stood the queenly

       Lady of Shalott.

With a steady stony glance—

Like some bold seer in a trance,

Beholding all his own mischance,

Mute, with a glassy countenance—

       She look'd down to Camelot.

It was the closing of the day:

She loos'd the chain, and down she lay;

The broad stream bore her far away,

       The Lady of Shalott.

As when to sailors while they roam,

By creeks and outfalls far from home,

Rising and dropping with the foam,

From dying swans wild warblings come,

       Blown shoreward; so to Camelot

Still as the boathead wound along

The willowy hills and fields among,

They heard her chanting her deathsong,

       The Lady of Shalott.

A longdrawn carol, mournful, holy,

She chanted loudly, chanted lowly,

Till her eyes were darken'd wholly,

And her smooth face sharpen'd slowly,

       Turn'd to tower'd Camelot:

For ere she reach'd upon the tide

The first house by the water-side,

Singing in her song she died,

       The Lady of Shalott.

Under tower and balcony,

By garden wall and gallery,

A pale, pale corpse she floated by,

Deadcold, between the houses high,

       Dead into tower'd Camelot.

Knight and burgher, lord and dame,

To the planked wharfage came:

Below the stern they read her name,

       The Lady of Shalott.

They cross'd themselves, their stars they blest,

Knight, minstrel, abbot, squire, and guest.

There lay a parchment on her breast,

That puzzled more than all the rest,

       The wellfed wits at Camelot.

'The web was woven curiously,

The charm is broken utterly,

Draw near and fear not,—this is I,

       The Lady of Shalott.'

 By Alfred, Lord Tennyson 1832

Looking back on my blog it would seem that I am quite a poetry lover! My past two journals being born from a love of poetry was not intentional, but if you spend time listening to your heart and soul and feed these with whatever you find that brings you joy and inspiration, your art will follow and unfold in you a passion to create. I apologize for such a long post.....this journal was my expression of the melancholy and dark shadows in our feminine hearts and minds, and to be strong through the storm.

Love, Lisa xoxoxxo